I always say I’m going to do this blogging thing. I have one started for myself and one for my daughter (http://haydensworld.wordpress.com/) who has apraxia and was going to detail her journey with it. I start off with one or two postings and think I’ll continue and I don’t. I see so many people with blogs who have so many interesting things to say and post about and I think why should I do this. What do I have interesting to say or post about.
I like many people make the New Year’s resolutions to change – change whatever we feel needs to be changed – loose weight, get in shape, quit smoking, so on and so forth. I make these resolutions too and end up failing. I set out to accomplish something and my procrastination, fears, laziness, etc. get in the way every damn time. My mind starts obsessing about things but I fail on the action of them. I want to change for the better – I see so many things in my life that could be better and I’m not just doing it for me I want to do it for my kids too. I’m in a rut/funk and need to get out of it. Of course the crappy weather doesn’t help! So tired of the cold and snow – it doesn’t make me feel motivated to do anything (probably a little season affect disorder going on)!
I want 2014 to be different. 2013 wasn’t great so 2014 needs to be better.
I guess I shouldn’t be so hard on myself but I guess you are your own worst critic.